Inner Turmoil

The storm after the calm eh... I feel like i have my soul and insides violently reassigned multiple times in a row right now, and my heart is gone during the whole process...just need to get that off my back. I know it's been a month, and everything went great uptill now, and now things're going bad again, here i am. I've been using some lame excuse that's not included here, for not updating, now i realise it's a pretty idiotic one. Oh well.
Geez i wonder if life itself has such an utter and total hate against me to turn a wonderful time into a total shithole in mere minutes. Un-be-fucking-lievable. If anyone still reads this, and wants to know how it happened, ask. I kinda don't feel like ranting for no-one here.
Leaving on a vacation to tenerife on monday. Mixed feelings about it. I do think i'll rant about it on several days. They have internet over there, altho it's really fucking expensive. And if my mood stays like this (prolly it will...wonder how i ever going to get this out of my head/off my back) there are updates guaranteed. Oh yeah and i think i'll update the link sidebar. Just so i don't have to go remembering all my favourite sites when i want to check em from abroad. Well, i'm ranted out for the moment. Wonder who's still with me.

Chill out y'all, ja ne

--Warynn