Dit gaat der godverdomme over. altij doet ze mij voelen ofda het ffs mijn fout is, nu heeft ze zelfs andere mensen tege mij opgezet. ze beseft godverdomme niks anders dan haar eigen miserie, fuck this SHIT, IK ZEN DEZE KLOTEBOEL KOTSBEU GODVERDOMMEEEUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ik had hier lyrics wille kopieren van "beauty is within us", een song van Ghost in the Shell: SAC, maar deze klotecomp op vakantie laat mij geen copy paste of rightclicking toe. hatelijk... dus hier de link.

http://www.animelyrics.com/anime/ghostshell/beauty.html

geeft perfect weer hoeda ik mij voel, alleen is de haat (en liefde) op iemand anders dan "mother dear" gericht.
Love this song.

--W (was too damn tired to write full english, so if you wanna know, post a comment and i'll post a translation)

Inner Turmoil

The storm after the calm eh... I feel like i have my soul and insides violently reassigned multiple times in a row right now, and my heart is gone during the whole process...just need to get that off my back. I know it's been a month, and everything went great uptill now, and now things're going bad again, here i am. I've been using some lame excuse that's not included here, for not updating, now i realise it's a pretty idiotic one. Oh well.
Geez i wonder if life itself has such an utter and total hate against me to turn a wonderful time into a total shithole in mere minutes. Un-be-fucking-lievable. If anyone still reads this, and wants to know how it happened, ask. I kinda don't feel like ranting for no-one here.
Leaving on a vacation to tenerife on monday. Mixed feelings about it. I do think i'll rant about it on several days. They have internet over there, altho it's really fucking expensive. And if my mood stays like this (prolly it will...wonder how i ever going to get this out of my head/off my back) there are updates guaranteed. Oh yeah and i think i'll update the link sidebar. Just so i don't have to go remembering all my favourite sites when i want to check em from abroad. Well, i'm ranted out for the moment. Wonder who's still with me.

Chill out y'all, ja ne

--Warynn